Just me

I don’t want but I am like others hiding in the shadows of the world. I push my darkness on every step. I tried but reappears and cover me, I have some feelings on my head, actually I don't want that anyone love me and nobody must be near to me or I could drop in to my inner hurricane.
I learned to control, pacify me but I will not kill my inner beast, it makes me who I am and I like it. It is alive and every day I struggle to balance the day and night of my soul because I know that I could hurt, does not tempt me to show you more ... I could take your word and that would lead us into a burning volcano.

Is it better live with masks in a society under false values? Is it not better to free ourselves and be ourselves? Let me burn my soul with the fire of my body, but I like that you be there please stay away, stay far while still fight. My bleeding knuckles have shattered against the wall and my hands hurt but I'll be fine while I can continue. Pain makes me feel alive. Is crazy perhaps you think that if I know you and you approach to me we will make the same mistakes? Is it that crazy? Do you think we can be happy? I do not know my limits or where we will arrive when you show up on my life I want to stay close ... I want your light and darkness next to mine, I'm tired of the games, look into my eyes and we will burn together ...